Day 16 ~ on a magic carpet ride

feeling good today, apart from the aches from yesterdays fall!!!

haven't had the most spectacular week food wise but don't feel like i will have done too much damage. gonna have a sneeky peek in the morning.

i still need to take the 3 pics to begin my year with.  tomorrow tomorrow is only a day away!!!

i was talking to some one on facebook about that Generation XXL that was on the other night, i didn't watch it but she said a couple of the kids had higher BMIs than she did and one of the kids had one only 0.2 away from mine and mine is enormous for an adult (39.8) , i think its so sad and people blame the parents and yes i agree to some extent but its blame also needs to lie in the media advertising and society at large. who lets kids play out to the same extent i did when i was little i played out less than my mum and dad and in turn them less than their parents. the rise of the generation X Box. ready meals, fast food avaliable far cheaper than fresh fruit and veg. the credit crunch and many other things so don't blame the kids, the parents a bit but the whole world needs to take some responsibility and until things in genral change we can't expect a massive change over all.

i was a chubby kid i remeber i weighed about 10st when i was 11 years old!!! thats bad but i was about 5foot tall at the time so one of the taller ones. i remeber being deverstated when i found out but i was 11 and didn't feel under pressure to diet, yes i wanted to weigh less but i remeber not feeling the urge or inclination to do anything it was only when i was about 14 i felt under any real pressure but didn't start to do anthing about it til i was 17 when i joined WW for the 1st time. i lost then stopped and gain, i tried losing weight myself been successful for a but then given up and balloned again. i've never really crashed dieted starved myself, resorted to laxitives, weight loss pills etc etc. will power and proven slimming clubs, but i also need support and by going to a group i can and will do it. for me both SW and WW worked and worked well it was me that let myself fail, by getting lazy and complacent and being a general greedy pig, i let friends sabotage my efforts without batting an eye lid, this time i'm planning to take better control i did well today until 4pm when i have in and had some cake but if the cakes had gone in the cupboard at 3.55pm it wouldn't have bothered me, tracy moved everything at 6pm and from then til 8pm i happily had my fruit!!!

xxx