another month another 6lbs lost!

Earlier on was feeling a bit miffed as felt like march was a rubbish month, but when i was updating my side things i noticed that i have actually lost 6lbs this month! not bad going for a crap month!!!!

took the obligartory pictures and really miserable about them this month. may need to find some more flattering clothes and re-take em!!!

also my hairs a mess!!! i like to have it down on pics to see how long its got between pics!!! (sad) and its been up in a clip all day so thats my excuse for the state of it!!!


i lost 2lbs this week was amazing as went out friday and sunday and was hammered both nights!!!

have done quite a bit of walking, i want to do more but this weather is horrible its cold but clammy and looks like its constantly gonna rain!!!

i decided to go to ALDI before as i called into Oldham but didn't really need or want anything, i ended up spending nearly £22 i did get quite a bit but i think i was buying for buying sake!!!

i got 2 packs of wraps, a loaf, some part bake rolls, some oaties (fitness!) some stawberry shoe laces, a choc bunny (dam that phill vickery) some veg, leaks, peppers, chillis, lettace tomms, WTHam, still lemonade, clementines! and think that was it!!!

OMG its not really much is it!!!


i'm demolishing the bunnys body as we speak!!!! ops roll on april!

Not Blogger For Ages!!!

I have been slacking with SW/ Blogging / Tidying up

have just been feeling so low, not a clue why. think just life in general.

but i have to get back into it. i went out last satirday to a wild outfits night, was dreading it as most of the people going were lads i went to school with and TBH not sure if i still want to hang about with them, though that part of my life ended 10+ years ago! but as my friend is engaged to one of em and he's still mates with the others it looks like they will be a regular feature of my future! But i had a fab night!!! picks are on my facebook. BUT this is me in my wild outfit! not sure it was wide enough as when we went out afterwards i didn't get one odd look!!! haha and yes my hair was crimpt!!!

I actually had a really good night, we went to my friends house 1st then into a club that i usually hate but i think cos there was a few of us and they were al on their best behaviour it was good!!!

I was suprised to STS this week at Wi and i know it was bloody lucky!!! can't rest on my laurels this week but as feeling grotty i appear to be having another TOTM!!! again already, would love to know what was going on inside this body at times!!!!

Got a bit of time off work at the mo and i really feel like i need it, had a calibration / career plan meeting on tuesday and ended up crying, mainly cos the calls that have been calibrated (listen into) were shite!!! it was my last saturday in work and i had a sore throat didn't know if i was coming or going and was on a general enquired line not just opening reads. my manager said i sounded stressed, i said in my defence i was ill and the system wouldn't do what i wanted it to do. i only listened to one of the 3 taped calls cos i was in tears. i hate working saturdays i hate call centre cover and i know its part of my job but i'm just no good at it! i said i needed more one to one live call training as i panic when i have a real customer on the other end of the phone. They seem to think that because i do complex accounts in my normal job i should be able to do phone cover thats deemed as a bit easier, but i find it so hard to know where to look when ihave a person talking at me, we're not meant to use hold time and its all very well saying hell the cons you'll call em back but when i don't actually know what they want its very hard! As for career plan i've told my manager i don't want to be a manager but i'd like to go into training but not really at our compnay as i don't rate them. she said i should try and if i get a job with them revolutionise it!!!! i did go for a job with them but didn't even get an interview so when a job came up the other week i didn't even try for it! i think one of the main reasons i don't wanna work on our training team is that since we have moved to the new building and the trainingteam has changed i have not heard one good word about any of them, they get slagged off to high heaven! it bad enough that i have moved teams and i'm not on the Geek Squad (half my team does reports etc so everyone calls them geeks!) so i'm off til15th April and appaerntly i have to go back a new woman. But i'm on day 2 of my days off and i feel lousy!!!

started with a sore stomach on the way home, had a dodgy belly all day yesterday and discovered TOTM argh! today i have overy pain! and my eczeme is playing up!!! i am falling apart!

Yesterday i went to see marley and me, which depressed me to no end (not good they way i feel!)

today i had decided to tidy my room, well start it but i felt crap. so as the weather brighten up i decided to get the bus to Uppermill, well just as i got to the bus stop i missed one bus and the heavens opened i was soaks, thanks god i'd decided to wear my waterproof coat! by the time we got there its had brighten up, but the toe path was too soggy to walk along so i only took a few picks then walked up the high street as far as saddleworth school then back again and got the bus back before school chucking out time!

have had a nice day, i also made some chicken and veg soup which was yummy!

and i'm going to the cinema again tomorrow to see Lesian Vampire Killers!!! i'm going with an open mind and hoping for comedy and no other expectations!!!!


And finally to spur myself on i have invested in a charm Bracelet, one charm per 7lbs!!! so i got the bracelt locking charm and 2 7lb'ers! a silver one called everlasting (its showing as a mans one on the website!) and a glass one can't remeber what thats called but it could be peaceful but i will let you know! Need to lose 4lbs to get another one. i have decided when i get my 10% (28lbs lost) i will get a "bling" one (HPJ Website) maybe sparkle or shine and for my next one i'll get a glass bead maybe creativity.

when i look at it it does motivate me a bit so lets hope that continues!!! xxxx

+1!!!!!

well sad to say its +1lb this week!!! i think the fact i've been ill and not eaten very much since thursday well not healthy stuff at any rate!!! Plus i knew last weeks 5lbs was too good to be true!!!!!!!

but hey ho.

i need to get back on track.

here are the promised pictures for my 1st stone loss.

I've just noticed how happy i look on the 1st photo!!! haha well i can't be bothered to re-take it as it took me ages to merge the 3 fotoflexer wasn't a happy webpage tonight!!!!

i need to catch up with HSMSHS but once again i keep putting it off!!! might go and find the list and take some snaps xxx

+1

Back in the Game!!!

I lost 5lbs!! on Monday night, no idea how, but it's off and i'm determined its staying off!!!!!

so that makes it 18lbs lost in 9weeks!!!!! And i got my 1st stone award!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was really chuffed as i was convinced that 1lb was there to stay for ever and ever!!!!

I also got slimmer of the week, for the 1st time!!!! that made me feel better i really didn't think i was gonna get it as i maintained last week but helen let me have it!!! i got a magnet and a bag of food, includding 2 tinnes of baby carrots, a tin of kidney beans, a cous cous thing, and a couple of hifi/ alpen bar things!

Reveiw!!!

Bmi has changed from 45.2 to 42.3

Percentage weight loss to date is 6.43%

i'm trying to put things into perspective and that almost 3point drop in Bmi and 6% loss

Just looked at this Website its a link to Bristol NHS website. i googled benefits of losing 5% of body weight and it was the only one that had 5% loss, so there are lots of benefits

what i also noticed was an obesity chart and i am grade 3 Obese!!! (= BMI40+) so a mini goal is to become grade 2 obese!!!!!

It makes for interesting reading really, but not gonna get too hung up on it all just yet. i am doing this for me and nobody else!!!

i want to be healthy, i want to be fit, i want to be able to enjoy my life!!!!

i want my chin not to stick to my neck when i have my head down typing i actually want a neck!!!!

I thought i'd look for another picture to represent what i've lost now and keeping with the Animals i found this dog!!! i have lost a whole dog!!!! Not a very big dog admitidly but a whole dog none the less!!!!

I'm gonna take some new pics and re-measure tomorrow as its another mini/maxi goal acheived i was gonna do it tonight but in my Pjs now and can't be mythered getting changed again!

I think i may also be on target for my last 2 mini goal

MG3 21lbs by 23rd March i didn't think that would be possible but 3lbs in 2 weeks is acheivable me thinks?

MG4 28lbs by 13th April ( i think?!) that would be 10lbs in 12 weeks. that should be do-able?! well that monday is bank holiday so not sure of there will be a WI so may push it back tothe week after but we will see nearer the time

i have nothing to say

well i really don't thats why not blogged. I feel like i should have updated this but what can i say

this week (last monday) i had a maintain. felt really naffed off. have tried to get back on track but fely picky and having a mini TOTM not due yet but seem to be having a mini one homefully its not the calm before the storm. Not had a mega mega mega TOTM for months and am dreading and expecting a horrible one. not feeling all hormonal yet and no paranioa (well no more than normal!)

i've been reading the WW board and a couple of people have been putting there weight loss in real terms. one girl has lost 20lbs and thats the weight of both her Cats, someone else uses images of

fish. So i decided to Google 13lbs. got a lot of images of babies, fish, lambs, but i hate all those things, not a massive fan of chickens either but here is goliath a 13lb rooster/ cockeral! i have been given many suggestions such as a bowling ball or a small dog but the didn't look that big, where as this bad boy looks pretty big to me!!! and i couldn't imagine carrying him around with me all day!!!

I am hoping for a loss of at least 1lb tomorrow to get this bloody 1st stone off. i am hoping i'm back in a losing frame of mind and i hope that it continues after this week.

Laure~vee, candy and sophie want me to go to Amsterdam in October with them. so i am hoping to have a really good loss by then and surprise them all!!!! i've also been volunteered to organise it with lauren as the oldest!!!! it scares me that i'm 7 years older than Soph and she has a baby and a life and i don't. not that i want a baby hehe she can keep him!!!! but looking forward to my 3 holidays!!!

had a good day . but will lt lead to disaster?!

i met up with a friend from school today, we went to the cinema to see he's just not that into you!!! boy were there some hotties in that film. it was actually really good. i expected it to be awful. especially with such a large cast of famous people!

we had then planned to go bowling then see another film but when we went to the bowling alley at 2.30pm but the next avalible lane was at 10pm! safe to say we didn't wait around! we went to the harvester and had a couple of drinks before going back to the cinema to see new in town!!! This won't be everyones cup of tea but i loved it. it had an indepent film feel along with all the cheesy romcomness about it!!! and Harry Conick Jr totally always needs to have a gruffty beard Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!! haha

the to Chiquetios!! so naughty i know but me and hels only see each other once in a blue moon so hopefully it won't have been so detramental!!! we had a wicked cocktail looked like withces brew!!! haha

i'm still feeling a bit sorry for myself re no confidence but have decided to ignore the feelings, cos if i listen to them i will use up the worlds resources of kleenex and there is a credit crunch on!!!

on monday i need to lose that one sodding lb to get my 1st stone!!! i bloody hope i get it this week!!!

as its now a new month well all 1hour 16mins into a new month i took pictures and measured

i'm please to report another inch loss

i'm now 42.5-46-51!!!! its going in the right direction!

i've added pictures and measurements to the side bar.

i'm also making some changes to my blog roll. if someone hasn't posted for over 3 months i'm going to delete them from the blog roll. if you notice you've been deleted but are actilvly still blogging please acept my apologies and send me a link to your blog and i'll re-add you!!!

xxxxxx