Hi all thanks for stopping by.


having a feeling sorry for myself day but the girls from the board have kinda pulled me through it.

Yesterday my Grandad was 80:

here is the cake we bought him from Costco
was very nice and enormous!!!!

today we went out for a meal at the great western Inn which is in marsden.


its really nice, massive portions i couldn't manage all my main course but did have a desert cos it was 2 courses for £9.95!!!!

i know i know i shouldn't have and wasn't even that nice
The view from the pub door way: not sure why the sign has a TV ariel.
Eww sheep!!!






Mum made me take the pic as this beer is defo 100 years older than she is!!! she's a geek!!!
Me getting soggy in the " beer Gareden" waiting for the old people to come out of the pub!

fell off the wagon with a big fat thud

went to a lovely resturant for my tea with some mates what should have been a quick meal suddenly became a 3 course meal, ops!!! but was good

need to get back on track!!!!

the pub is called the Huntsman, its on the Tops on the way to Holmefirth

was delish!!! have a look at their website

if ur in the area defo worth a visit x
The Huntsman

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Till the day my friend gets married or as i like to call it the End.

i need to get over myself and be positve but u know when sometimes all u can think is negative thoughts

tonight i decided to google some love quotes as she loves quotes and i thought i could pop one inside her wedding card, i'm a planner what can i say

the 1st page i found was all cinical and depressing

like the end of life is marriage thats not a direct quote but u get the drift

found some lovely ones, but got me thinking i've never heard her say she loves him, and to be honest the engagement came as a shock don't know how to act around them, mnakes me feel pissed off that i don't know how to act around a girl i've been friends with since Imps, Elves and pixie days (aka brownies) really close mates since we were abotu 13 and why am i not normal, why do i not have a fella, why oh why oh why


OMG i'm a self pitying cow can someone please shut me up

i have decidede to give the wendie plan ago,, i've not pointed for months and the rate i'm going i will be in size 22 wedding wear and i wanna be in a 16s 18s at a push

i have also canx my gym membership.its a waste of money and it was going up by a whole £1.95 oer month scandalous!!!

need to dig out the wii fit and play on that!!

Sunday Night

evening campers what another lovely sunday evening ti is, please excuse ym spelling as i am using a new wireless key board and am sat on the floor near the poc as my mama is on my lap top and i can't fdind a chair to use with the pc, Oh hang on i'll go n get the ikea stool.

My dad has bought a new desk for the CP to go on and it is huge i mean huge it makes the welsh dresser look tiny. will put pics up tomorrow or later, anyway it is a lovely desk but cos he's had to decorate before the desk could be put up the dining room is in more disaray than ususal!!! all 6 of the dinig chairs have stuff piled up on them, so i was stilling on the floor but couldn't see the screen, but i'm happily installed on my £4 ikea stool that we use for hair dying!!!


my weight loss was 0.5lbs this week, which i am most please about, i have still been messing about n not pointing and cosd i had such a messy weekend i wouldn't have been supprised if i'd gained!!!

we have booked a holiday to murcia for a week, just me mum n dad going, i know i am a bit old to still go away with my mum n dad but with the lasck of a partner or mates to go with this year i thought why not!!!

we are going to a lovely looking apartment booked through owners direct and the chap who owns it seems nice and efficient he rang us as soon as we sent the email enquiry and emailed the detailsa s promised!!!

i'm looking forward to it. will need to be effecient with my packing as we only have carry on bags!!! but i'm sure if i'm sensible (and dress like heidi on the day of trasvelling!!) i can get away with waht i need to take. the aprtment has a washer n dryer so i can take 2 of everything and keep washing it!!!

the place looks really nice and there are mud baths so am defo wanting to go there and shove my fractured paw in the mud, western doctords still haven't fixed it so what half can a bit of good old fashined mud do?!?!?!?!?!

The curous incident of the kitty in the night time

This i am afriad is a cut n paste jobbie from my other blog, but is quite funny so here it is again!!!

Recently we had a brand new leather suite and new cushions, my mum said she won't get one till the cat had passed into the other world but at only 10 yrs ols (how we have not broke her is a mirical!) she is showing no signs of popping her furry clogs, so Mama mia decided to get one anyway (a new suite that is incase u are lost!) and decided that cat would not be allowed into the front room unsupervised!!! Haha any cat owners will know there is no way u can tell a cat what to do!!!

it started off so well cat was shut in kitchen and dining room (with cat flap access) when we where out and at night, but dear old kitty anne has started sleeping behind the sofa and not budging at bed time so u have no choice but to leave her un-supervised unless u famcy a mad half hour of chasing her round!!!

well anyway i ramble as i am drunk

i got home tonight at 1am, been to a pub with my mates (thats a story for another time!) when i opened the door to the front room i could sense something was differnt, when i looked the cat was lied on top of a new cushion on the new sofa!!! haha OMG i have found her in a similar postion before, i didn't dare mover her as i thought cat clawes new leather suite could be a bad / dangerous combination!!! so i wipped out the camer and took a few snaps!!!

i have also changed the desk top pic on my mums area of the computer incase i forget about the curoius incident of the naughty kitty in the night time. !!!!

Look how smug she looks!!!








A Bit about my journey

my weight loss at times is a bit of a non -runner, but i really need to get back on board the wagon sarahs wedding is 11 months away n at the rate i'm going will be still in a size 22. even if i have to wear a size 18 to the wedding it will be so much better than where i am now, saying that i have just eaten a chicken kebab n a portion of cheesy chips!!! ops

toot toot is that the wagon rolling past without me again!!!!


5 of us went to the local pub n i had 4 pints of becks Vier ( No idea on points) was my 2 mates n their fella and i always feel down n depressed as the only single one, and its not like they are lovely dovey n all over each other but i get this lump in my throat n feel miserable. it was quite a nice night really, we laughed chatted got food, but i felt like the spare, the token singleton n it makes me miserable, tomorrow my friend asked if me n the other girl wanted to go out for lunch n now its me my mates their fellas n my mates kid, so i still won't be able to talk to them how i feel when we go out, part of me want to stay home but why should i miss seeing my mates cos i'm single n they don't go out without there OHs!?!!?!?!?!?!!?

the drunken one is now signing off

adios!!!

Pertition

What should i wear tonight?

Purple Dress

Or Flowery Dress????

if it's the flowery dress i'll prob wear jeans under it, was randomly getting changed in my lounge!!!

The decision has been made and i am alldressd in Purple!!!!

New Photo's

Well seen as i am back on track thought i'd take some new photos!!!

i need to do my measurements but am a bit scared at the mo!!!

please excuse the state of my hait today i'm going to wash it later as i'm off out, but really can't be bothered will take some more pics once i'm all dressed up

i'm off out on my 1st night out since 14th June!!!

sad that i know the date but only because it was the day before i did race for life.

i have had girlie nights in n stuff but going out out, feels really strange, i can't remeber what to do!!!!!!

I Baked!!!

And Burnt them!!!!! they wern't cooking then i gave them an extra min and this is the result!!!!!


Oh and lost 2lbs this morning!!!!!!!!!!!

Fresh start

count down

• 258lbs 103lbs to go
• 261lbs 106lbs to go
• 262lbs 107lbs to go!
• 266lbs 111lbs to go
• 268lbs 113lbs to go
• 270 lbs 115 lbs to go
• 273.5lbs 118.5lbs to go

Weight

• Wk 25 - 30/06/2008 18 st 11.5lbs (+5.5lbs - Tot -10lbs) BMI 42.5
• WK 10-24- ARRRRRGGGGGG
• WK9- 09/03/08 - 18st 6lbs (-3lbs - Tot -15.5lbs) BMI - 41.64
• WK8- 02/03/08 - 18st 9lbs (-0lbs - Tot -12.5lbs) BMI - 42.13
• WK7- 24/02/08 - 18st 9lbs (-0lbs - Tot -12.5lbs) BMI - 42.13
• WK6- 17/02/08 - 18st 9lbs (-1lbs - Tot -12.5lbs) BMI - 42.13
• WK5- 10/02/08 - 18st 10lbs (-4lbs - Tot -11.5lbs) BMI - 42.29
• WK4 - 03/02/08 - 19st 0lbs (-2lbs - Tot -7.5lbs) BMI - 42.93
• WK3 - 28/01/08 - 19st 2lbs (-0lbs - Tot -5.5lbs) BMI - 43.26
• WK2 - 21/01/08 - 19st 2lbs (-2.5lbs - Tot -5.5lbs) BMI - 43.26
• WK1 - 14/01/08 - 19st 4lbs (-3.5lbs) BMI 43.58
• Wk0 - 07/01/08 - 19st 7.5lbs BMI - 44.14

This is all the info from the last fresh start i had

but after long thoughts and no action i need to start again!!!


oh no i hear u cry she's starting yet again!!! well it has to be done!!!

so start weight week 0 is 19st. 25th july 2008

wk1 18st 11.5lbs 020808 - 2.5lbs
wk2 18st 12.5lbw 0908080 +1lb :(
wk3 ........

Holy Sheeeeet!!!

Only 19 weeks of this year left!!!! OMG!!!

where has the time gone. it doesn't seem like 2 mins since it was Jan and i was making vows to stay on track, be good, lose weight, get healthy.

what happened. Life i guess, but this is my life and i need to get control back

SP and DK are getting married in under a year now, look at the count down timer and i know this is selfish and their wedding is totally not about me but i can't help being a selfish mooo and thinking OMG what state will i look like at their wedding, will people be nice to me, will i have a date for the wedding by then, will i be the only sad singleton!!!!

it makes me want to cry

where as i should be really happy for them (i am happy that they are doing what they want to do) i need to get over myself.


diet is down the shitter pardon my expression

these blooming wisdom teeth have been a nightmare, makes me not want to eat, but then all of a sudden i have to eat, and when i say eat i mean everything insight!!!!!


Tomorrow marks the 2nd of my friday wi's last week i had a 1lb gain, this is the 1st time i have admitted that. i need to get back on track.

i have seen a fab dress that would look great for the wedding of the year ----> and i love it. its £99 in the Littlewoods catologue.

it does go up to a soze 20's, but i do want to be thinner than that for the wedding, but at the same time don't wanna be too optomistic about what i can achive and its a lot for a dress i will only wear once!!!!

may have to have a look again closer to the wedding!!!

i defo won't be buying till june next year at the earliest but i'm keep my eye out for bargins!!! and this isn't a bargin but it is lovely!!!


see look i've made it all about me!!!!

and speaking of me here is a pic of me taken earlier tonight!!!

This pic really shows up my swollen face cos of my teething issue!!!!

i can't beleive how long my hair is getting, i needs cutting but want to leave it as long as i can, as the top layer is still way to short and you know what hairdresser can be like with those thinning scissors!!!!

God knows what i'm looking at in this pic cos i was taking the pic of myself!!! haha geek !!!!!