What's it like in New York City?

 Evening all. 


feeling a bit better today, still got ear ache but i hope its just a 48 hour thing. 


I've just been out for a meal with my mum. it was really nice then we went to a couple of pubs. was a nice night, don't think the scales will be very happy about it but i had a good night. 


We went for a walk in Alexandra park this morning which was really nice. it somewhere a lot of people avoided for a while as was at the centre of some racial violence and in the area where the riots were a few years ago (sounds really bad but i do live in a nice place) 


the park is beautiful and it was lovely and sunny this morning. 

 

 As you can see its a very pretty place. 

This is what i wore tonight when i went out for our meal. 

And this is where we went

 And what we drank

Last photo of the night. 


The title of tonights post is a Line from"Hey there Delilah ~ Plaine White Tee's. 
Someone was singing it in the pub \and i love the song, but i kinda wish someone could love me. write me a song or at least tell me they loved me. 
i've just read a book called Jemima J (shit chick lit) but it was about a girl who starts off about 16stone who falls for someone at work who they become friends with them but they won't look twice at her becasue of her size, then she meets someone on line sends them a fake photo of a skinny version of her self them embarks on a megga crash diet and crazy exercise plan and gets to 8stone and flys to LA to meet them. i think the author was trying to get the point across that loosk don't matter but i tell you what they do. people can be so superfial. and it makes me feel a little crazy. 
maybe i'll need a personality transplant as well as a tummy tuck once i lose weight?! 
who knows 
night night from a bitter and slight twisted Steph xxx