BOOOO HISSSS.
only got myself to blame.
Got told i should be courting today . Haha i'm pretty sure work think i'm gay as i have never really dated but its only cos men are ever interested in me, not from lack of wanting it. But i guess i need to learn to like myself before i can expect others to like me.
I also think i have trust issues, ever day in the paper you see x has cheated on y with z. why would i want to leave myself open to that?
There was a cartoon in the metro last friday "this life" by Rick Brookes. it's too men sat in a pub with a speech bubble over one of the " i suppose what i look for most in a girl on a friday night is a bleariness of eye and a lack of self - respect" and i guess this sums up what i think of men. they want one thing. i guess it doesn't help the lads i know are all kinda slapper's. i don't know one guy that i believe would truly be faithful. Now i'm not saying woman are angels and i know plenty of girls i could tar with the same brush and are pretty sure arn't faithful. but i feel myself so disenchanted with the whole idea of relationships. i guess i am trying to protect myself but i am only hurting myself more by being lonely.
Ok enough of the self pity. the pity party is over please take your trash on the way out!
Tomorrow is yet again a new day and i will have a bloody good weight loss week!
night folkes! x
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Well that cartoon seems fairly accurate, but put it in context. If you look for a guy in a pub/club on a Friday/Saturday night, what do you expect? :)
I know what you mean about the stories in the paper. Every five minutes a footballer, with a truly awesome girlfriend, is found to have been cheating with some really cheap trash.
The one that comes to mind is Ashley Cole. If you're not satisfied with someone as great as Cheryl, you may as well give up. Seriously, that's a problem.
It's weird how their problems make us doubt ourselves. If these super cool people get cheated on, what chance does little old me have? :)
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