Week 6 - Lost 1lb ---(coupledom)

Evening!

well WI 6 and i lost another 1lb!!! yipppeee, i have once again missed my mini goal target, but at least it's insight. its over there by the horizon and hopefully i will be with it this time next week!!!

so 12.5lbs lost so far!!!!

What i want to write about today is couples. Yes i am a sad singleton and will never be coupled up but everywhere i have been i keep seeing happy couples!!! its driving me into a strange depression. i'm trying to put a brave face on it and just get on with it. but i feel so lonely.

Last night i was at my mates house and even though there was 3 of us chatting, i felt so alone! i typed a text to myself saying:

"how can someone feel so lonely when surrounded by friends!"

and i honestly don't know the answer. i think part of it coming from my best friend(such a childish phrase but it'll do) has started dating a guy we have know for many years. i am happy for her, but i think because she kept it hidden from me for such a long time, and i understand her reason and i don't blame her. But now i feel we have lost part of our connection.

back to what i was saying... couples overload, when i was waiting for my friend yesterday there were two bird snuggled up in the ariels across the road, that's what the pic is off, i know its hard to make out but only had camera phone on me!

i went to the gym on friday and today (sunday) and i'm going swimming tomorrow night 9pm -10pm with my friend and her fella.

so gym bunny may be rearing its ugly head.

i really need to get in shape as i have fully signed up to do race for life!!! and i already have £15 worth of sponcership money!