Over the past few days i have been feeling blue, decided to keep it to myself but last night posted a message on twitter and got some lovely replies so thank you!
It could be hormones but the lesson i have learnt is this is my journey no one elses! it doesn't matter how much anyone else weighs or what they have lost or what dress size they are! i am who i am and only i can do anything about that!
today i didn't stick to plan, i couldn't face my weetbix this morning, so i had some chilli cake instead (my bit was without chilli :0( ) a chocolate brownie, 2 morning coffee biscuits, then at dinner time i didn't want my dinner i wanted bread or similar so i got a wrap from tesco it was only when i sat down i realised it wasn't a light choices one but after queuing for 15 mins i ate it and it was nice, didn't dare look at calories or fat and to make it worse i'd bought some fancy crisps as a treat oh dear why do we have to treat ourselves with food!
But tomorrow is another day and going to be filled with food and booze!
For my tea i made this!
Pork and Potato curry and it was lush but a bit spicy!
2 small red onions
half a pack of button mushrooms
2 fresh tomatoes
a handfull of sugersnaps
and half a jar of pasatta and some water
fresh chilli
Spices
some mild chilli powder
medium curry powder
mixed herbs
pepper
Worcestershire sauce
garamasala
and fried it all up together!
it nearly blew my head of so i mixed in some total natural yogurt and it was easier to eat!!!
1 comment:
Not easy to stay focused when you're feeling down babe, I've been the same, but, I'm getting there and I'm sure you will too because at the end of the day you're a very strong person!
Remember to be proud of how far you've come and that's all that should count. You're in this for you and you only. Chin up, you're looking fantastic.
Now come kick my butt! Xxx
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