blah!

today is blah - not in a bad way or a good way just blah - food not brill but not bad, i had a bit of this micky mouse shaped doughnut i got sucked in a tesco and they are minging save your 70p! and some of these retro mushrooms and a few winegums.

the sign tickled me as i wander past to tesco to buy these offending items for my team.

i went to the doc about my back, he didn't say much but i have asked for a referral for a hearing test, for a long time i've felt i'm going deaf... when i was little i had problems and had grommets (sp) fitted twice! my mum is totally deaf in one ear and all 3 of my grandparents have hearing aids. i know my hearing isn't brill i can hear back ground noise brilliantly but when people are speaking directly too me i miss words, usually i can guess i'll here do you ....  ...  brew? plus i work in Bolton so there are always the peter kay esk hand gestures, so i construct my own sentences in my head. but it's getting worse, if someone has there back to me i get very little my mum gets well naffed off with me today in tesco i asked her t repeat as she had her back to me and someone right next to me spoke at the same time and i saw her mutter but still didn't get a word of it. but its hard to try and explain to someone as i'm "too young" to be deaf but i'm getting there. i've asked a number of times at the docs about it but cos i tend to only go when i have a cold /flu they usually dismiss me.

my maternal gran has this frequency hearing problem which is she struggles hearing face to face conversations if there is back ground noise and i think thats kinda what i have, i've never been able to here people on nights out, if i know there voice well i can usually get by but if they are new to me i have no chance most of the time they think i'm too drunk to understand but its noise noise noise and silence silence silence