The Long Road To Hell

Thats what today has felt like.  its been football again or F*@$ing Football as i like to call it.
Work offered people 2 hours TOIL to watch the match but time has to be made up this week, so a lot of people on my department didn't take it (a lot did but not as many as would if it could have been taken as a holiday time worked back next week) Then this afternoon we find out other areas can take it how ever they like! ho hum, i didn't want any time but felt for those who wanted to watch it and are off for the rest of the week s couldn't make the time back.

Every Wednesday my team has a scrum (basically a team meeting) for 45 mins 3.15pm -4.00pm. so i have to have my lunch at 2.30pm which is far to early when i work til 8pm and don't get home till 9ish! i asked if it was going to be cancelled just in case we needed to cover the call centre and got told no its 100% going ahead go for lunch at 2.30pm! then 2.40pm she cancels the meeting! when i got back i was so mad, i ended up tearing up with rage. i was shaking i was that mad. we really need punch bags installing at strategic places around the office.

The phones were dead, we didn't have to cover the lines, loads of people kept skipping off to check the score and it was just a piss take, i tried to carry on working but i felt so mad. But i am really proud of myself i didn't turn to food. The 2 girls i was sat with tried their best, i'd bought one of them a gingerbread man from tesco  (i bought myself some cherries!) as she was naffed off about not being able to finish early to watch football and she kept popping it up over the partition between our desks making me laugh. then she ate him saving the smartie buttons til last!

then after 4pm me and tracy was having a game of can you eat a cherry and leave the stone attached to the stalk! oh the fun we have! did cheer me up!!! the we expected the call centre to be quite after 6 (i expected most people to be pissed up in a pub some where!) but no we had about 6 calls quing most of the time! but good news one of my targets i've exceded and am on 532% for the month go me! shame it doesn't roll over for next month!

food wise i've stuck to it apart from one meal where i didn't have my 1/3 superfree.

Breakfast
3x Apricots

Snack
velvet crunch crisps 4 syns
2 finger kit kat 5.5syns (yes i ate them both in the same sitting!)

Snack
Banana
Podded Peas
2 x plums
strawberries and blueberries
Cherries
(these were spread out from 12pm -6pm)

Lunch
Thai chilli savoury rice, cucumber, beetroot and chicken
shape 0% yogurt

Tea
3 x Tesco light choice cumberland sausaged 3syns
½ back tesco light choices fresh mash 2.5syns
WW lemon and lime yogurt

I've not had any healthy extras and its going up to 11pm. but not sure if i need them.

i also had a sneaky peek on the scales at work which always weigh me heavier and i'm 16, 7 on them which is looking good.

i'm going to a come dine with me night on saturday, she's said she'll try and make it SW friendly as she joined on monday and my friend who lost 9.5lbs last week is going as well so with any luck we will survive that ok, its just the drink but i will try to stick to Vodka! :0)

I'm greatful its my day off tomorrow, could do with a long sleep but need to sort out my wardrobe so will aim to get up as early as i can and get cracking on that!

i got some nice comments at work today, i wore a white linen skirt from Tracy (the lady with the cherries above!) and a navy vest t-shirt and loads of people said it was very flattering, was nice to hear i just need to learn how to accept compliments i usually bat them away or mumble but need to take them!!

Also this morning as i got in the lift i didn't recognise myself, as i was going in i thought who's coming out dressed in my clothes! and it was me! had to do a double take. thats weird thats the 1st time i've ever done that!!!