i have nothing to say

well i really don't thats why not blogged. I feel like i should have updated this but what can i say

this week (last monday) i had a maintain. felt really naffed off. have tried to get back on track but fely picky and having a mini TOTM not due yet but seem to be having a mini one homefully its not the calm before the storm. Not had a mega mega mega TOTM for months and am dreading and expecting a horrible one. not feeling all hormonal yet and no paranioa (well no more than normal!)

i've been reading the WW board and a couple of people have been putting there weight loss in real terms. one girl has lost 20lbs and thats the weight of both her Cats, someone else uses images of

fish. So i decided to Google 13lbs. got a lot of images of babies, fish, lambs, but i hate all those things, not a massive fan of chickens either but here is goliath a 13lb rooster/ cockeral! i have been given many suggestions such as a bowling ball or a small dog but the didn't look that big, where as this bad boy looks pretty big to me!!! and i couldn't imagine carrying him around with me all day!!!

I am hoping for a loss of at least 1lb tomorrow to get this bloody 1st stone off. i am hoping i'm back in a losing frame of mind and i hope that it continues after this week.

Laure~vee, candy and sophie want me to go to Amsterdam in October with them. so i am hoping to have a really good loss by then and surprise them all!!!! i've also been volunteered to organise it with lauren as the oldest!!!! it scares me that i'm 7 years older than Soph and she has a baby and a life and i don't. not that i want a baby hehe she can keep him!!!! but looking forward to my 3 holidays!!!