A Design for Life....

..... i seem to start with... a lot these days not quite sure what it says about me as a person?

Today was a delightful trip to the dentist to re-open my root canal and have a poke about inside! NICE!

have felt lousy alday since, don't know why i am so scared of the dentist, i was shaking and panaking. the actual treatment wasn't as bad as i was expecting its just the lingering pain, all the gum around the tooth is sore and i have tooth ache in all my bottom teath on that side? (its a top front tooth i've had the work on!)
Diet wise it should be good as i canne chew, i have had some soup, i need to check it out syn wise as it was an ASDA normal fresh leak and potatoe soup and it was only 40Kals per 100Grms but it had double cream in it so not sure how that works?! err well it was 15½syns for the whole tub thanks god i shared it! and i decided to be a cheapo and bought smart price chicken roll and its ½syn a slice on original / EE and i've had about 5 slices and i can pretty much inhale it! i'll go back to the wafter thin stuff!!!!

i also seem to be developing swine flu symptoms at a cracking pace, pretty much working my way through the alphabet of symptoms

A
C
D
F
H
P
N

I'll let you put a name to the letters!

i really hope i haven't got it as from the people i know who have it / had it its horrible. i've had cronic stomach pains since saturday and just wanna cry all the time.

The wedding on friday was amazing she looked stunning. its not the kinda dress i would have gone for nor expected her to go for but she did look lovely with the veil on and all the lads dressed up.

If i ever get married i'd like a dress a bit like the ones below. stupid to even think about such things i know!

Guess we can't help what we think about!!!

Oh good news i actually lost 1lb this week , no idea how, so i'm back down to 18stone!!!! i should be happy but guess i'm just feeling a bit sorry for myself again.

But there are now only 13 wi's til T'gypt so i have to get my bum in gear. ideally i'd like to have lost another 2 stone but lets be realistic, i am going for 1stone. 1lbs per week. i can do this.

And next week i will be in the 17s!!! for god sake if i'm not there will be tears!!!!