I don't quite know How to say How I feel...

... just been listening to chasing cars by Snow Patrol (I tunes random) and i love the line:

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

It applies to me, mainly because i don't know how i feel at all, about so many things, i am constantly happy and sad at the same time about the same things. I can't seem to articulate how i feel to myself let alone anyone else!!!

I lost ½lb this week, Yay a loss, after last weeks disaster and going out again this week for birthday drinkies i was dreading it. No WI for me next week as in Lithuania!!! but i've said i'll try for a maintain for the week after, trouble is i have no idea what kind of food to expect in Lithuania and i've googled and am finding loads of pizza places and the rest says traditional Lithuanian food, but no explination as to what this is!!!

i've also been googling images of Kaunas and it looks quite pretty, just a bit concerned as what there will be to do, but i'm sure we'll find something and apparently Charl knows the owner of a bar out there (Very Random i know!) who is gonna open up for us on the Tuesday night as most night life is confined to the weekend (this contradicts google as meant to be a studenty city?!?!!?!?!) so i am going to open my mind and face my fears.


People keep asking me where Lithuania is so if your not sure here is a map, it sits on top og Poland and Belarus and under Latvia, HTHs!
:D
Feel a bit better now i have sorted out monay (Tan is getting it for me!!) and travel insurace (£53.25 for an annual policy but does include schedual airline liquidation cover!) BUT i'm not covered for travel to Afghanistan , Isreal, Cuba and somewhere else!or extreem sports! (oh shucks and i was gonna chuck myself off a cliff with only my knicker elastic to save me!!!)

I'm trying to decide what to take this is my list so far, please let me know if i'm missing anything?!

General:
6 x Knickers
2 x Bras
4 x Socks
Toothbrush
Toothpaste
Base
Eye liner
Mascara
eyeshaddow
Deo
(we're buying shampoo / showergel when we get there)

Monday:
Travelling: Linen Pants (black if i find em other wise navy)
t-shirt thats been printed with Hen do stuff!
long think black cardie (if i can find it)
coat
Trainers

Evening:
Jeans
Nice Top (TBD)
or
Dress from Asda with tights (if it fits)
ballet pumps from Primark

Tuesday
Day:
Jeans
White Vest and checked shirt
Trainers

Evening: (Glam B&W night)
Black dress
"pearls"
bead bracelts
sequin flower for hair
and earrings (that i wore last sat if i've brought them home from Hels)
Tights
Primark Ballet pumps

Wednesday:
Day :
Linen pants
White with Black Cat print t-shirt (i i can find it)
the afore mentioned black cardie

Night : (girls night in)
Pjs

Thursday:
Home:

Jeans
hen do t-shirt
or white vest
checked shirt

well? what do we think?