where has the time gone. it doesn't seem like 2 mins since it was Jan and i was making vows to stay on track, be good, lose weight, get healthy.
what happened. Life i guess, but this is my life and i need to get control back
SP and DK are getting married in under a year now, look at the count down timer and i know this is selfish and their wedding is totally not about me but i can't help being a selfish mooo and thinking OMG what state will i look like at their wedding, will people be nice to me, will i have a date for the wedding by then, will i be the only sad singleton!!!!
it makes me want to cry
where as i should be really happy for them (i am happy that they are doing what they want to do) i need to get over myself.
diet is down the shitter pardon my expression
these blooming wisdom teeth have been a nightmare, makes me not want to eat, but then all of a sudden i have to eat, and when i say eat i mean everything insight!!!!!
Tomorrow marks the 2nd of my friday wi's last week i had a 1lb gain,
this is the 1st time i have admitted that. i need to get back on track.i have seen a fab dress that would look great for the wedding of the year ----> and i love it. its £99 in the Littlewoods catologue.
it does go up to a soze 20's, but i do want to be thinner than that for the wedding, but at the same time don't wanna be too optomistic about what i can achive and its a lot for a dress i will only wear once!!!!
may have to have a look again closer to the wedding!!!
i defo won't be buying till june next year at the earliest but i'm keep my eye out for bargins!!! and this isn't a bargin but it is lovely!!!
see look i've made it all about me!!!!
and speaking of me here is a pic of me taken earlier tonight!!!
This pic really shows up my swollen face cos of my teething issue!!!!
i can't beleive how long my hair is getting, i needs cutting but want to leave it as long as i can, as the top layer is still way to short and you know what hairdresser can be like with those thinning scissors!!!!
God knows what i'm looking at in this pic cos i was taking the pic of myself!!! haha geek !!!!!
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