i need to get over myself and be positve but u know when sometimes all u can think is negative thoughts
tonight i decided to google some love quotes as she loves quotes and i thought i could pop one inside her wedding card, i'm a planner what can i say
the 1st page i found was all cinical and depressing
like the end of life is marriage thats not a direct quote but u get the drift
found some lovely ones, but got me thinking i've never heard her say she loves him, and to be honest the engagement came as a shock don't know how to act around them, mnakes me feel pissed off that i don't know how to act around a girl i've been friends with since Imps, Elves and pixie days (aka brownies) really close mates since we were abotu 13 and why am i not normal, why do i not have a fella, why oh why oh why
OMG i'm a self pitying cow can someone please shut me up
i have decidede to give the wendie plan ago,, i've not pointed for months and the rate i'm going i will be in size 22 wedding wear and i wanna be in a 16s 18s at a push
i have also canx my gym membership.its a waste of money and it was going up by a whole £1.95 oer month scandalous!!!
need to dig out the wii fit and play on that!!
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