Dentist

Finally had my root canal filling done today!!! oh was a odd sensation!!!!!!!

My dentist was running late so another dentist did my injection. she was really nice, gave me some numbing gel before she injected me. had about 6-8 injections in my gun n roof of mouth ouchy!!!

the pain went straight to my sore eye. which has now gone worse!!

when i got in the dentish chair, he stretched this odd purple plastic sheet over my mouth to isolate the tooth was such an odd sensation, while he was sorting it out it was over mu nose and i was having odd almost hallusinations!!! but only for a couple of mins!!!

The actual treatment althiugh quite scary was no where near as bad as i expected, but after i was all weak n shaky!!!

My mum had wanted to go in Bolton but i was really bad so we came straight home, at home i felt a bit better had some food cos i was starving but don't think it was a good idea as caused more pain than i was in. am doped up on pain killers but not sure they are a good idea on limited food as i now have a dodgy belly!!!!!

am meant to be in work tomorrow, L sent me a message saying she'd go mad if i phoned in sick tomorrow, but i really can not face 10 hours with this pain!!!!

Happy Smiley People Holding Hands

Even though work is pretty crummy at the mo i've had a really good day. Had a little chat with the Boss J S-M and we're having a three hour meeting on Monday to discuss my workload. Pretty sure i'll be put on an Action Plan. its not a good thing, but i need him to understand that i am not supergirl, and i do not know half the things he thinks i do!!! Had quite a productive day really. Even if it didn't finish the Elexon Spready. i managed to find time (took 3 hours n J S-M doesn't realise this!!!) to sort out my Master Spready. but now instead of 15 tabs i have 2!!!
sad talking about work on my blog, but who else can i talk to about it!!!!

Anyway WW Wise i really like this cartoon <- pass me the Gun!!!!! Food today: B- 1 slice of cheese toast, 2 slices of normal toast S - Cereal Bar D - Cornbeef butty, Grapes S - grapes n a fruit box T - Chicken, oven chips, coleslaw n gravy (mas combo i know and papa's idea!!) S - Toast!!! Discovered Sainsburys BGTY cereal bars 1 point!!!!! Tesco Finest brown bread really chunky slices and 1.5 points each!! we've bought sainsburys own baked bread today and its nice but has no NVs!!!
Another Great cartoon from Kathy Thorn - >

Another thing i want to blog is about me and my head.

and what a mixed up head i have.

Why am i such a moron?!

when someone like me (like that) and i like them a bit but not much, i let them get on my nerves and i'm not mean to them but i have no time or patience for them!

but when there is someone i like (like that) and he is a mate and there could possibily be something there one day (a big maybe!?!?!) i find my self all giddy n girlie, why can not i like someone who likes me for me and not hanker after someone who is potentially out of my reach (and league).

is it so wrong to want to be wanted by someone i want?

i've been thinking of that allday and couldn't think how to word it and it just popped out!!! its quite a carrie bradshaw question. but its the truth!!

what is at the crux of my problem is my insecurites, my inability to trust a man, i think that any man (on a night out) is talking to me for a joke, pull the fat/ugly bird contest and i put up this brick wall, that is iron clad with a top coat of titanuim. even the sharoest of cupids arrow will not penitrate its hardened shell!!!!

i think when i've lost weight it'll be differnt, but i'm not so sure it will be.

i am a fook up

after having a really good day!!! i fooked up.

menu

Breakfast: Cereal Bar

Snack: 2 baby apples

Lunch: Ham Buttys n Leek n Chicken Soup, WW bar

Tea: Roast pork, chips n carrots and a yorkshire pudding sugar free jelly

supper: Toast

extra piggy: full terries chocolate orange!!!!! (why oh why did i have this) i was very full n cos it was there and i ate it all, inhaled it is a more acurate discribtion and now i feel really sick and i feel like i have really let myself down!!!!

Manchester

I love Manchester City Centre so much!!! I hate the crowds but it is such a pretty place.

No may people may not agree when you look at the purpose built arndale, but if you stop n look at the buildings like Primark, Debenhams, the triangle and the catherdal they are beautiful.

i even like Urbis n city 1.

i went on the big wheel again today and although i am scared of heights the view is amazing!!!

not great photos but i love taking photos n seeing photos on blogs so here are the ones i look today.


Today wasn't a fab day diet wise and i'm scared to look on Noreens site to see if Hard Rock Café points are listed.

oh i might have to no i can't .... i just did n its not listed Phewwwwwwwww i had a look at frankie n bennys and a bacon cheese burger was 18points . but we also shared Natchos, i'm guessing another 8 for them!!!!

Yikes good job i haven't had anything else to eat today!!!

The we went to the Cinema to see Max Payne, it was ok. No Quite good really. Mark Whallberg was very hot!!!! mmmmmmmmmmm tres delish!!!! Haha

got my friends b'day present a Mr Scruff CD, but she may have it so am gonna send her the recipt as well n i got some mr scruff Tea Bags!!!

gonna give L~V the forest fruits ones n i'm keeping the mint n chilli ones

have tried and b nice but not as spicy as i expected

God Bless Selfridges!!!.

i also saw that Block of Vensuualean choc that willie n his wonky choc factory on tv made.

i'm a dairyt milk girl at heart but it smelt so good!!!!

WTF

well as already stated i have well n truely fell off the wagin decided to meaqsure tonight and compaired to last time i measured in feb!!!! its appalint

	11.02.08	22.11.08
Neck	17.5	17.5
Bicep	15	15.5
Chest	42	43.5
Waist	45.5	46.5
Hips	50.5	53.5
Thigh	27	29
Calf	18	?

Xmas

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell rock

well its that time again ladies n gents and i need a party frock!!!

I really like this one from Wallis but it only goes up to a size 20s n not sure if that will fit, on the website they only have up to a 16s in stock and in the one in town only got an 18s!!! and gutted cos its only £35 with 20% off so not bad for a posh frock!!!!

went to have a look in Evans after one of the ladies on 5+ works in one and said they have a lot of fashionable stuff in, well think they skippped my one!!! its all crimaline and polyester tat!!! £70 for a dress thats just to frilly n flowncy. i did see a couple of pretty dresses but my boobs are too small n my belly to big!!!! acres of fabric spare in the old boob area but need extra round the middle!!!! found an ok top but its elasticated round the bottom not a good look on me!!!!

Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it. ~David Star Jordan, The Philosophy of Despair

A new beginning again tomorrow
had a WI this AM and i am back at 19 6!!! EEEEKKK how can i let myself get like this?!!!!!

well thought i'd best take some pics nit sure what went wrong with the side veiw but i was too disgusted with myself to re-take it!!!!

Why do my boobs looks square??? i not sure but i've even got a plain bra on so its not even werid n waky shapes poking through!!!!

I wasted time, and now doth time waste me William Shakespeare

well the re-start hasn't gone quite to plan!!!

will power is what i need anyone know where i can get some

i have a mini action plan!!!

its 27 weeks till the friday before Sarahs Hen do week, which means dressing up as a bloody cheer leader or gangster girl.

i really can't see me ever looking like either of these pictures!!!!!!
steps to take

walk up the stairs of the Annex 2x a day.
5 portions of fruit n veg
8 cups of water a day
boob job!!! (lol kidding!!)
1 x can of pop a day at the most
no trips to the vending machine
stop buying dinners from work they mainly taste vile n just bloat me

Food is an important part of a balanced diet.

Food is an important part of a balanced diet.
Fran Lebowitz (1950 - )

i was looking for work life balance quotes but found this one instead!!!!

Once again i fell off the Wagin with a rather loud thud leaving an enormous dent in the tarmac beneath me!!!!!

it's my works Xmas do in 2 weeks on Friday and i am the biggest one going, the 2 other girls around my age who are going are both slim pretty and men like them (they also have BFs) but they are planning this pamper day not that i wanna join in but getting spray tans so their slinky dresses look even better than they would do now!!!! (i spy green eyed monster!!!)

i'm off to the Army Navy stores for a Tent to wear!!! i normally don't get hung up about what i look like, i am so used to being the fat friend i even don't mind showing the tops of my arms but thus xmas i feel differnt.

looking on the boards at people who started their diets in Jan when i originally re-started for the millionth time i see how far they have come and that green eyed monster rears its little head again!!!!

i am my own worst enemy and that is such an over used phrase but it sums it up perfectly!!!!!

last weekend i went out n saw Scott from 5ive at my local club, he was fab!!!!

i was sticking to points really well yesterday till i got home from work when the pig inside me came out!!! and i've done the same tonight after my tea i had 4 points left so had a nutrigrain soft oat cookie which i think is 2points

THEN i had a blackcurrent danish pasrty !!! ops must be at least 100 points!!!!!!

hola mi amego

well i am home from spain whiter than when i went thanks tehe storms and rain, but given that i still had a fantastic time!!!

the aprtment was lush and had an amazing roof terrace with a BBQ area and an outdoor shower.

on the 1st proper day we had a paddle pool to sit in as it was miles (2 mins) to the pool

day 2 we went to the beach and i even went in the sea twice!!!! i have photographic eveidence but not brave enough to inflict that on you all just yet!!!!


i need to add all my pics to facebook and my herspace myspace blog which is now HSMSHisspace!!! woo

haha


i am proud to announce that i will be back on the ww wagon from tomorrow. butt will finally be in gear!!!!

Its been a while

Hola fellow bloggers once again i've not been a good ww'er and once again i have negelcted my blog.
any hooo i have had a shite week but when i weighed in this morning i appear to have lost 7lbs!!! woooo i did best of three and all three said the same!!!!


so the results for the past 5 weeks

beautifulbats chaI joined the Beautiful Bats challenge with the hope of much nneed inspiration, but since i joined my lap top died and i have been busy at work
Excuses excuses i know:

any hooo i joined the challenge weighing

18st 11.5lbs!
wk1 : 18st 13.5lbs = +2lbs :(
wk2: STS
wk3: 18st 13lbs = -0.5lbs :)
wk 4: 18st 13lbs = No WI
wk 5: 18st 6lbs = -7lbs :) :)

not sure how this loss came about but i am over joyed

its now less than 300 days till S's wedding need to focus.

got lots of things to distract me on holiday. need to take pics of things fr herspace myspace challenge!!!

Went to see Our Fred

well not really my mum had the dentist on friday and as our dentist is in bolton we decided to go round the shops there and i found a statue of Fred Dhibnar (SP)

we had a brew and sat outside café Nero which is next to the statue and while i was inside getting the drinks my mum heard a couple of blokes walking past say awww its our Fred god bless i=his soul dead serious, its nice to see locals have respect for local heros

Stolen from WW boards

That piece of cake I saved is near;
One big slice I have no fear;
Besides no pounds will even show;
I’ve got seven days to go!


A day of shopping, off we go;
For a takeaway lunch, it’s cheaper you know;
I’ll walk it off, I have no fear!
Six days to go – there’ll be no weight gain here!


I think I’ll skip my tuna lunch
A corned beef sandwich is what I’ll munch
Tuna’s getting expensive you know…
Besides I’ve got five days to go!


For breakfast…one egg, bacon, toast, and juice…
Kids left their sausages...oh what’s the use?
With inflation, to waste is a sin…
Besides its four days till I weigh in!


Boy, this weekend is really rough,
Restaurant menus are unbelievably tough!
I’ll work this steak off…have no fear!
In just three days it’ll disappear!


Breakfast – I’ll just have coffee today…
Maybe I’ll lose more that way!
Supper a little extra I’ll eat…
Two days before the scales I meet!


Now my nerves are really a wreck…
I might as well eat…what the heck!
I’ll take two senna late tonight…
One day to go…it’ll be all right!


I can’t afford to eat…no way!
Six trips to the loo might save the day…
I gained four pounds…wouldn’t you know?
Guess I didn’t have seven days to go!!!!!!



This sums me up exactly!!!! Bryer put it on the boards and i had to steal it, hope u don't mind as its thursday night i WI in about 8 hours and i know i have gained i have every intention of being good, think i need to re-join a class, but where!!!

contemplating a trip to the darkside

AKA Slimming World.

I <3 WW and i know it works but i'm just not motivated by it, but not wantitng give up.

My mum got a SW mag at tescos tonight and i've not ready properly it had a bloke who's lost 24st in 2 years and an 11 yr old girl whos lost 5 stone in a yr!!!!


i've had a go with SW before and it didn't work out as my dad didn't get the idea of meat or veg but now i know that u can use Quorn on green days i will be fine, could live off quorn, spuds, green bens and strawberries!!!!

haha i'm gonna have a mooch round there web page

still gonna use the boards and keep my feet in the ww door


i'm just watching a programme about 9/11 hotel and it makes me feel so sad and angry and i keep crying.

such a waste of so many lives,

i can't believe its 7 years since the day it happened.

iits one of those things that you would always know where u where when u found out

i was at work, on a call to a customer when the customer when OMG and said but it was a very odd customer so i didn't beleive them, then one of my colleagues came in a told us, but again he was a joker and no-one beleived him... i remeber everyone trying to call people they knew who was at home to see if they had heard anything

then there was an announcemnt as at the time they did an announcment to say our colleagues in the states where all safe as far as they knew.

at the time we were owned by TXU energy the american power supplier that has since gone bust, i can't be sure where out US offices where but it was an awful feeling knowing what had happend even though i didn't know anyone directly involved, its impossible to imagine what it must have been like for those people who had family and friends involved in the incident.

RIP

Follow me we shall see where i will go

OK once agaihn i'm doing really really rubbish at this WW malarkey and i need to gat back on track.

how may times you may have read this before well now you can follow me saying it over and over again as i have added the follow me application

so if you fancy a laugh add yourself to this list as we can follow each other on the journy!!!!


i promise to get back on track!!!

under 11 months to the wedding of the year 2009 and i want a pretty dress for it!!!!

I sent my Pics off to a website but can't rember the name to see how i would look 50lbs lighter

they have only slimmed down the body which is a shame my shoulders n face are the worst offerneders of my body, but is kinda an inspiratiuon need to find a pic that is more flattering for my face that will be better but still take a look x

Septemeber again

September again..... and work are expecting lots and lots of phone calls to make ot more £fun" how much fun can answering the phone ever be!!!!

we are having a school theme!!!!

my team have chosen the house name Gryffindor!!! and this is how we have decorated outr boards so far!!

we are lucky as have 4 white boards most teams only have one flip chart board!! hehe

Hi all thanks for stopping by.


having a feeling sorry for myself day but the girls from the board have kinda pulled me through it.

Yesterday my Grandad was 80:

here is the cake we bought him from Costco
was very nice and enormous!!!!

today we went out for a meal at the great western Inn which is in marsden.


its really nice, massive portions i couldn't manage all my main course but did have a desert cos it was 2 courses for £9.95!!!!

i know i know i shouldn't have and wasn't even that nice
The view from the pub door way: not sure why the sign has a TV ariel.
Eww sheep!!!






Mum made me take the pic as this beer is defo 100 years older than she is!!! she's a geek!!!
Me getting soggy in the " beer Gareden" waiting for the old people to come out of the pub!

fell off the wagon with a big fat thud

went to a lovely resturant for my tea with some mates what should have been a quick meal suddenly became a 3 course meal, ops!!! but was good

need to get back on track!!!!

the pub is called the Huntsman, its on the Tops on the way to Holmefirth

was delish!!! have a look at their website

if ur in the area defo worth a visit x
The Huntsman